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DISCERNING gOD’S WILL..

Several years ago I prayed to God  na sana bigyan nya ako ako ng sign kung sino ba talaga ang para sken, sa dami ng failed relationships ng pinagdaanan ko sana he’ll give me wisdom to decide and choose the right one for me. I ask god "THE FIRST GUY WHO WILL GIVE ME A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS" he will be the ONE. I prayed again and never failed,
  years passed i met a lot of guys and then i met ronald. Just like any relationships we’ve been through difficult times and adjusting to his situation was never easy for me, Just like any other girl we want the best for us and we dont want to be tied up with someone whom we’ll regret forever. I got pressured knowing that he is certain that i was the one for him..I admit i was never contented..i keep on looking but he never left me instead he just stayed and have proven himself so many times.I got confused about my feelings,there are moments of lies and thinking wether i’ll still stay in the relationship or not..

Last October 17,2007 we celebrated our 2nd year anniversary and while in the mall I was stunned when he gave me a big bouquet of flowers, i remained still.said thank you and told him its beautiful. While walking tears fell from my eyes and he thought that i was just happy coz henever knew about my prayer,infact nobody knew about what i prayed even my closest friends never know about it i just kept it for myself. itold him about what i prayed for and just hugged me. I trusted God that he will give me someone who will love me unconditionally and now he answered my prayer..

Sometimes we overlooked on simple things that god has given us, we fail to see that the gift was given but it was just wrApped differently NOT the way we want it.. Though it took me time to discern the gift now i feel happy, blessed and contented..

-erika-