ill miss you guys… i know you’re still there but its a lot different still working with you "the original 4.1" it happened really fast and i didnt see it coming…
i will never forget that saturday night its january 13,2007..if only i could fly i would!!just to be there on time i tried my best not to be late but who knows that!?…even if i explained what happened nothings gonna change,,i was late for 15mins and thats the end of it..i know its my responsibility to be on time..and not to be late again…im not blaming anyone..i know its my fault..
i just want to thank sir nick(tatay namin sa office) my 1st mentor for showing me his concern and exerting effort just to save me from being out.. i know u did everything just to make me stay..i do appreciate it..thank you
to my friends…thanks and i will never forget our escapades and spills hahaha..
i never thought that it would end this way..now im starting all over again,back to square one!!! gudluck….
i know everything happens for a reason and sometimes god takes away something for us to realize the value of what he has given us..
i wrote this while i was in the library..la lang just to kill time,wla kse akong statistics that time my classmates knows why??!! mga pasaway kse kaya when the clock strikes at 1:30 lagueng ganito sa library ang takbo…….
(((August 10,2004)))
Im Still thinking of the what if’s in my mind..im still thinking of the things i did
not do.. They say that there is someone out there thats really meant for
you,..You dont have to search for that person..He will come and knock at your
Door unexpectedly..No matter how impossible it is, it will happen, he will be
there at the right time and place and thats what you called DESTINY..A person
destined to be your partner forever, the chosen one, to be your half..to
complete you…….
there are times when we keep on asking WHY?? Why is this happening to us? "i
dont deserve this" Oftentimes the pain, anger and negative emotions are
misleading us sometimes we blame HIM for what is going on,,but eventhough we
dont understand why..we simply just have to trust on his will..Believe me He
…isa lng ang masa2bi ko,this week hindi ko kilala ang salitang pagod!! un lng..grabe ang mga ginawa ko,as in pinuntahan ko tlga ang prof ko sa bhay nila,
(april 4-tuesday)i went to cainta not nowing exactly where to go,kse naman po ung address na binigay ng prof ko eh sa chapel nila as in simbahan ng cainta–oh duh bah!! bongga!..i called sa bahay nung prof ko umalis daw buti nlng binigay nung anak nya ung address and boom!! umpisa na nang travel adventure ko..(amazing race) sakay ng tricicle–pedicab–and boom!! it became kokocrunch..hehehe
when i got there..syempre mega hintay ang lola nyo..ayun! pinamerienda naman ako nung anak ni mam.hehehe kaya hindi ako nagutom at pagdatrin ni mam..ayan na!! major halungkat ng bodega at mga records ni mam eh walang makita…..ang totoo wala naman tlgang ha2napin,,hihihi pero hindi may grade ako eh..ang siste!! bumali ka ng skul pa photocopy ka ng gradesheet..at un nga po ang ginawa ko from cainta..to sta mesa pup namn..ang init pa ng araw!! the next day……..
eto na nga un…ending…i found a new friend sa katauhan ng anak ni mam villanueva named charrise..si "cha" mabait yan,pinapamerienda ako at pinatext pa ako..hehehe kapal ba??!! textmates na kme..
after nang akyat baba ko sa 4th floor ng mga 5 beses..pumila sa registrar na mahaba at singitan ka pa,,magutom,,magpaphotocopy..abutan kapa ng break..wow>>>>>>>kamusta naman buhay kpa ba erika?? kaya lng kaylangan eh……ayun>>>na pasa ko na ung completion form ko at pinaprocess na..cancellation na kaya tom for graduation..kaya hapit!!! go! go! go!
gudluck sten guys….
PS>>oi ung documentation sa grand seminar dpa tapos….
haaaaaay…naging drawing na naman ang meeting namin ni mhai..
eh kse naman..hindi makatakas ang beshy ko..kamusta naman dyan sa camp aquinaldo..hehehe..
ako burong buro nrin sa loob..halos lahat na ata ng vcd at dvd sa bhay napanood ko na..as in..!! 3 to 4times bawat isa…ma2ya magki2ta kme nina jennylynn and isa sana maging masaya naman..punta kme sa bday ng daughter ni syra..yipee!!
cge..gtg..punta na ko ..si2mulan ko na ang pagla2kbay..hehehehe
(actually naging okei naman tong lakad na toh,kahit matagal namin hinintay si isa sa yellow cab..at muntik na akong mabadtrip kay ronald..pero ang ending masaya naman..sinundo ako ni ronald kina syra..tapos ngpunta na kme sa knila..)
ive known you for a while and now it made me realize that those years are not yet enough.. i thought i found a sister in you,,a companion whom i can tell anything…craziest stories and the wildest event in my life.. i told you everything about me..ive been so honest and loyal to you.. i did nothing but trust you.. but it seems like you’ll never do the same and it really hurts me….
ok lets get straight to the point..
…a true friend will never betray a friend
…a true friend will be happy to see her friend happy
…a true friend will never lie to a friend
…and a real sister will be honest to her sister
i tried everything to understand you..i was always there when you needed me..pero ganito pa…………..
how could you act like nothing happened between you and him and not feeling quilty about it?!? (pero wala un sken i was out of the picture then.inintindi kita…)
how could u still look at me and be with me..looking so true and innocent?!?
how could you be so insensitive??!?!
you did it to me once pero mas pinili kita and i dumped him pero ung ulitin mo ulit…hindi ko na tlga maintindihan..all i want is to be happy.. and you know that…isang tanong nlang
laging bigo laging sawi sa pag-ibig may balat nga ba ako sa pwet? mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto nakakainggit tl..ang sweet nila ng kanyang nobyo gusto ko lang maranasang umibig tamaan ni kupido gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit tumibok muli ang puso ko
CHORUS: Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako ng panahon Di na nagbago bawat araw pare-pareho parang kahapon
May birthday cake ka nga ngunit wala namang kandila may christmas tree na malupet wala naman dekorasyong pansabit sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay walang kasing tamlay ayoko sanang tumandang nag-iisa
(chorus)
tatanggapin na lang ba ang malupit na tadhana o kaya’y tatanggapin na lang na ako’y sadyang hindi pinagpala tigilan na ang drama punasan na ang luha
whew!!! after eight months of wondering who is this guy..calling me up very late at night..now its over,and i want to thank his sister for that..it started last november 29,2004 and now im relieved hayyyyyyyy thank god!! hindi na ako magiisip pa kung sino sya..hehehe tapos na ang mga pa mysterious effect nya,now i know why he didnt wanna give his address,his phone number and even his name is because i knew him..he was the guy who courted my sister and he lied to me when he said that he never saw me even once and doesnt even know my name..but i admit i enjoyed talking to him,he’s not that bad he is kinda intelligent too..one night he texted me and admitted that he likes me…but i know things are going to be different when you knew who the real person was..and i was right!!! liking a person who doesnt really exist is not easy,,you’re stepping in a level of disappointments and you have to be ready for it..cause you can never really tell what’s the real score between you two until you met in person..and luckily i never felt that in his case..buti nlng nalaman ko nang na maaga..hehehe maaga pa ba yun!! 8months haahaahaha
Somebody once told me that "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong….it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from here… you’ll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you.
Don’t rush things…. coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you." You can never be perfect… the person you love can never be perfect too…but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God….. that’s why we have marriage.. it’s a bond not only between you and your loved one…. but also with God.
Our relationships fail not because (s)he’s not the right person….it’s because we expected too much and we decided on our own. Let God do the work… you may call it waiting time…. but while you are waiting… pray. Let God guide you always… He knows better. No, He knows best. Love is not what you think it is….
Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined.
When we think we’re in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase: "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received…" After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say "You are the biggest mistake I’ve ever made for my entire life!!!". Now, how do you say and spell the word L- O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?
Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises "Forever, Till Death do us apart, etc." would end up "Never" and "We should part ways, I’m no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!" Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust too drops down to zero degree.
"S/He ain’t the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come." But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is she/he the right one?" "When is the right time?" That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don’t be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are and what you really want in a relationship. You’re right, There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there’s a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you’re too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don’t give it a try. You’ll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don’t go deeper into it. You’ll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life. It’s really hard to say goodbye though, but you can’t make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.
More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason. We call it love when we can’t leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it’s just pity. We call it love when we’re too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we’re too much dependent on them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, it’s just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn’t something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can’t touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can’t find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don’t forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.
"When loving someone never regret what you do. Only regret what you didn’t do."
I talked to you tonight To sort things out the right Way that we used to be When you were still here with me I wanted you to know If you have loved me so Then why didn’t you let me know Coz I didn’t want to let you go So why don’t you just runaway from here Coz I don’t want you to get hurt By me this way You loved me to the point where I was lost And that I couldn’t catch you there Right there So just runaway Runaway from here Won’t you runaway Runaway from here And I will never know If we could ever go The way that we should be The way that we should be
